I realized it was time to break the news to Howard. I had to admit that Todd owned me sexually and it was going to stay that way as long as Todd wanted. I had no illusions that Todd wanted a real relationship with me. I was his sex toy, one of his sex toys.  But he had a hold on me sexually and that was the way it was. Todd had got me to experiment sexually in a way no one ever had. He effortlessly dragged me into a wider sexual world and there was no going back. Since I met Todd, I had been fucked in public, licked another girl’s pussy, been fucked in the ass, gave blow jobs to an entire room of men and I’m considering getting my clit pierced. I already had the appointment. It was just a matter of if I would show up. A few months ago, none of this was possible.  I made up my mind that when Howard came back from his next business trip I would tell him. I knew Howard well and I had an idea how it would go. Or how I wanted it to go. There was really only one way and I knew I could be happy with it and I believed Howard could be too.

When I sat Howard down he already knew he was about to hear something big. I just told him I was having sex with another man. He was shocked but excited. His friends told him that it was happening but he refused to believe them. Then I let him know that I had no intention of leaving him. He asked me if it was over  between me and my lover. No it wasn’t. It might be some day and I have no way of knowing if that day was a week away or a year. Todd owned me sexually so I do whatever he says. And Todd didn’t care if I had sex with Howard so long as Todd was serviced first. Howard could have what was left. I told Howard that big changes were taking place for both of us.

 I was getting enough cock from Todd but I wanted more orgasms. Todd got his orgasm and sometimes I did not. So I explained to Howard we would start by him eating my pussy and I meant often. Howard had tried it once but never did it after that. I told him how Todd had several guys lick my pussy and all of them said how wonderful it was.

Howard asked me if I liked Todd’s fucking better than him. I looked him in the eye. Honesty was important here. Brutal honesty or this would never work. Of course he fucks better. I answered. i graphically described how Todd just takes my pussy by storm. In fact I felt I was getting closer to cumming just from him pounding my pussy like a bulldozer. His jaw really dropped when I told him Todd fucked me in the ass. “You let him do that?” he asked.

 “No. I didn’t let him Howard.” I replied. “I don’t let him do anything. He takes what he wants”

I pulled up my skirt to show Howard I wasn’t wearing underwear. I spread my ass cheeks to show him my less than virginal backdoor. I saw Howard’s eyes glint.

“That’s not a pleasure for you honey,” I said. “That’s just for Todd and anyone else he wants in there. You’re not even allowed to put your finger near there.”

I spread my legs and told him I was waiting for his tongue. Fow now all he would be doing is licking my pussy and giving me orgasms. He could masturbate to make himself cum after I had enough orgasms. How many were enough? I don’t know. At least three. And if I don’t get at least three orgasms, then Howard does not get to cum at all.

“So I can’t fuck you?” Howard asked.

“For now no honey.” I replied. “Todd takes care of that.”

“You mean he said I am not allowed to fuck you?”

“Oh Todd doesn’t care.” I replied. “That’s my decision. And for now I’m telling you that’s off limits. Finger me while you lick my pussy but no intercourse. I may change my mind a few months down the road. You should just focus on getting your tongue good at licking my clit”

Howard got down and eagerly licked my pussy and until I had two orgasms. I noticed him starting to stroke his cock and I reminded him that I must have three orgasms or no orgasm for him.

The next morning I woke up and Howard is trying to nuzzle over to me. I pushed him off and told him I need to start my day. I saw that he had quite an erection. I had to leave but I knew he would stroke it. I was going to have to figure this out because it was not going to work well.

When i got home later that day I was reading about how to control my man. I needed ideas. They advised that Howard’s cock be locked up and I keep the key. I didn’t want to do that. One person wrote on her blog that if an orgasm is to happen then it is best for the woman to stroke the man and not let him stroke himself. And do it quickly, do not prolong it.

“Get your man into the bathroom and near the sink. Take his pants down and have him bend over so that his cock was pointing into the sink. Lubricate and insert one finger into his anus and use the other hand to stroke him steadily until he ejaculated. Once his ejaculation sequence starts, let go of his cock and let him cum while he cock has no stimulation. This was known as a milking with a ruined orgasm. The idea was for the ejaculation to happen such that the semen was ejected but with no significant pleasure wave. It would feel good but not terrific.

When Howard came home we talked some more. I explained to him that I thought he and I would have intercourse once every one to three months. Other than that all orgasms must come from me only. There was to be no masturbation unless specifically authorized. And if he did, his intercourse privilege would be delayed a further month. And if he lied and I found out it would be delayed a further month.

He asked me how sex was with Todd. I explained to him that Todd was stronger and had a slightly longer penis and thicker too. And when Todd entered me it was no mercy. Todd wasn’t gentle. Todd demanded my pussy surrender to his battering ram whenever he wished.

“If you could just see it,” I said. “If you could just see it entering me and how I respond.”

“Well, can I?” Howard asked.

He wanted to watch Todd fuck me? It had never occurred to me. I really loved Howard and and if he wanted that and he could handle it, I didn’t see why not. It would take time but I was open to the idea.

“Maybe they are right,” I said aloud.

“Right about what.” said Howard.

I explained to him that the recommendation was to lock up his penis so he could not cheat and orgasm without permission. I explained the device to him. The penis was stuffed into it and locked. And he would have to earn the privilege to let it out once in awhile. I was not in favor of it but there might be no choice in this case. I told him to read up on it and if he wanted to go that way he would have to decide and tell me.

I then told him to come with me and we went to the bathroom. I made him face the sink and I unbuttoned his jeans. He got all excited when I pulled everything down and his hard cock jutted out. I gripped his cock.

“Seems like you did not get some release earlier like I thought you would. That’s quite good.” I said.

“He nodded. I’ve been super horny all day.” he said.

I reached for my hand lotion and got some on my finger. I held his ass cheek and let my finger wander in between. I felt his hole and pushed. It was tight but the lube allowed my finger to enter.

“What the fuck are you doing,” he said.

I pretended not to hear and gripped his cock and started stroking it at a good pace.

He moaned. Once my finger was in all the way I held it there. I noticed that he cock got a little harder. I picked up the pace a little and in no time her was shooting into the sink. I held his cock and aimed it at the sink forgetting that I was supposed to release it. Never mind, I will remember next time. The entire process took less than a minute.

“You see, it can be fun.” I said. “Even if we aren’t fucking.”

I made him get dressed and clean up the sink then we went back to the living room to continue our discussion.